Regulāri sists un izvarots – Dāvja Bertāna bijušais komandas biedrs atklāj patiesību par drūmo bērnību

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Regulāri sists un izvarots – Dāvja Bertāna bijušais komandas biedrs atklāj patiesību par drūmo bērnību
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Bijušais Dāvja Bertāna komandas biedrs Sanantonio “Spurs” komandā Lonijs Vokers šonedēļ šokēja fanus, nogriežot savu iespaidīgo matu kodaļu. Izrādās, ka basketbolists to darījis, lai atvadītos no drūmās bērnības.

Lonijs Vokers savā instagrama kontā atklājis, ka savu iespaidīgo matu kodaļu nogriezis, lai atvadītos no pagātnes dēmoniem. 21 gadu vecais “Spurs” basketbolists bērnībā regulāri ticis sists un izvarots.

“Ar šo (frizūrām) sāku nodarboties 5. klasē. Tas man bija veids, kā paslēpties. Vasarā pirms 5. klases es pavadīju daudz laika ar savu ģimeni. Ar dažiem, kuru vārdus es neatklāšu, pavadīju vairāk laika. Cietu no seksuālās vardarbības, tiku izvarots, sists. Es pie tā biju pieradis,” skaidroja Vokers.

“Es biju mazs un nesapratu, kas ir kas. Es biju ziņkārīgs bērns, kurš neko nezināja par īsto pasauli. Bet es zināju, ka varu kontrolēt to, kas notiek ar maniem matiem. Es varu veidot, radīt savu frizūru un tā būs mana.

Vīruss deva man laiku vairāk paskatīties uz sevi spogulī. Īsāk sakot, esmu atradis mieru. Es piedevu visiem, kuri to nav pelnījuši. Kāpēc? Man šis smagums nav vairs jānes.

Matu apgriešana nav tikai jauna frizūra. Mani mati bija mana maska. Tagad esmu nometis veco ādu mentāli, emocionāli, fiziski un garīgi. Dzīve allaž būs grūta, bet tev ir jāspēlē ar tādu roku, kāda tev ir izdalīta,” sacīja Vokers.

Jaunais basketbolists beigās visiem saviem sekotājiem vēl mieru, mīlestību un laimi, piebilstot, ka tagad kādu laiku iztiks bez instagrama.

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